Friday, September 3rd 2010
I saw the doctor today. He insists my disability was approved because I am bipolar and not because there's anything wrong with my back. He showed me my Med-1 from Social Services where he wrote that I have a "severe mental disorder." I accept that. I'm living with it. But that does not mean my physical pain and ailments do not exist. Next time I have an appointment with him, I've half a mind to bring him a slew of MRI, EMG, and ultrasound reports to PROVE I have other issues and they are not all in my head. (I am aware some of my issues are in my head - anxiety, depression, etc. But I am not psycho or stupid.)
I was so upset after that appojntment that I came home nearly in tearsw and went back to bed. That's my way of coping, my "do over."
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